a little depressed tonight... having a very bad tension headache... juz returned from the clinic at about 11.30pm.. yeah.. so late.. dun doubt me... woke up this morning.. still feeling very uneasy with my throat.. so decided to go see a doctor and fetch a mc.. feel bad for 'pang sang-ing' evelyn alone with kevin.. er didnt go to school again... i went over tot he clinic at about 5pm.. registration close already.. so i only can get the next appointment which is at 10.30pm.. ok.. so be it.. i went to some places in between.. den dropby to mummy workplace with amy... waited for mummy to go home together.. and yeah.. reached the clinic at about 10.15pm.. happening meh... when i reached the clinic... i check with the reception.. to realise that.. there's still about 9 sick chickens in front of me... whatever... i'm determine to stay on.. which mummy ask..'u sure u wanna wait? i think u gotta wait till 12midnight..' .. like what i say.. im determine.. so i ask mummy to go back home first... initially Silly had wanted to accompany me.. but luckily i told him better not.. just in case he missed his last bus den gotta take midnight cab again.. and lucky he didnt come down...
but anyway... during the consultation.. the doctor told me.. my tonsils were badly infected... and it's the main cause that's causing my sinue and my tension headache.. ok.. and so i see... and if the condition worsen.. most probable i gotta get that 2 tonsils remove off... wth... which he say most probably the swelling wont reduce... coz leave it there around quite awhile already... but he assure me.. it gonna be ok.. BUT still gonna keep under observation.. sianzation... oh pls doctor tan.. ur BUT kills off all my hopes... didnt know it gotta be that serious.. yeah.. and i got a 2 day mc...but despite having a 2 days mc.. i still gotta report to school tml from 10-12 for my quiz.. dun wanna miss it... i know it's importatnt... and while i was collecting my medication.. SillyBoy call.. saying he's going for supper afterwhich going to his classmate hourse to teach them networking.. the whole lot of them fail their networking test last week.. except for SillyBoy.. so he's kinda the cream of the crop there... well.. while i was walking home.... Silly call again.. to scold me.. for not watching my diet..blah blah blah... well.. kind of upset lar.. but whatever...
quite sickening to know about my condition lar.. coz not as if i didnt do anything.. i did try.. but failed attempt... still remember weeks ago.. i went to the polyclinic to 'geng' mc... at that point of time.. it was already pretty swollen but just no pain.. and for all that lousy doctor prescribe me was just.. simply.. LOZENGES... thanks goodness.. i went 2 times.. 2 times he gave me only lozenges and nothing else.. not even antibotics... and i did emphasize that it has been swelling for weeks already... and on my 2nd trip there... i was actually arguing with the pharmacist for why didnt the doctor prescribe me any antibotics.. but anyway the pharmacist is as lousy as the doctor.. she told me.. most probably the doctor feels that it isnt that serious... den i ask her... lozenges cant cure me.. what should i do then.. and she said.. 'oh.. drink more water.. and perhap try to change ur diet...' oh pls lar.. my diet isnt that attrocious ok.. a big turn off... wth wth... LOUSY POLYCLINIC...
i reach home.. i told mummy what the doctor say... den mummy say the doctor is bullshitting.. sure will recover.. i hope she's not consoling me.. afterall.. kor kor juz went for operation weeks ago also... she mentioned that 1 of my aunt use to have the same problem as me.. but she recovered after that.. and mummy say if this doctor isnt good enough.. den we shall go to the other 1 in tampines... a expert for Tonsilitis... but anyway... im determine again.. to recover... so bye bye to all spicy.. heaty...junk food.. and to my Cs and A.C.E.L who are reading this.. stop me the next time if u see me eating any of these... thanks load...
beginning to realised something recently... i shared SillyBoy joys... but not his sorrow.. while... im expecting to be there for me always... wth... a lousy gf i'm... yeah.. indeed i'm...
*Depressed* Toast